Dang...i just realized i haven't updated my xanga in over a Yr.

haha...but ya if anyone reads this anymore who knows...

YoU yes YOU are invited to my b-day party this SaturdaY march 25th 2006 @ 7pm. It is gonna be a bonfire & potluck party at corona del mar. So YoU better come cuz it definately would not be the same without YoU.

WoW i haven't updated in a LONG time...wonder if anyone even reads it. =P but anyways i just wanted to share with u an e-mail i got from my friend maybe it will help u on ur quest to happiness.

nine promises that can bring happiness

1) promise urself that u will talk health, happiness, & prosperity as often as possible.

2) promise urself to make all ur friends know there is something in them that is special & that u value them.

3) promise to think only of the best, to work only for the best, & to expect only the best in urself & others.

4) promise to be just as enthusiastic about the success of others as u are about ur own.

5) promise urself to be so strong that nothing can disturb ur peace of mind.

6) promise to forget the mistakes of the past & press on to greater achievements in the future. 

7) promise to wear a cheerful apperance at all times & give every person u meet a smile.

8) promise to give so much time to improving urself that u have no time to criticize others. 

9) promise to be too large for worry, too noble for anger, too strong for fear, too happy to permit trouble to press on u.

wat is ur dream?

tell me and i will pray that u achieve it and much, much more =)

Currently Playing Schizophrenic By JC Chasez see related

- build my world

Clear my eyes it's the morning after
Did I fall in love, or did I find disaster?
Take a second just to breathe
I pick my heart up off my sleeve, yea

There she goes and I know she knows
By the way she eased out on her tippy toes
Skip the breakfast, tea for two
We made no plans to rendeavous, yea

Someone for everyone but no one for me
(No one for me)
Constantly searching for the love I need to

Build my world around, around
I'll be the lonely one until I find someone
The one I build my world around, around
So bring the arms of love until I find the one
The one I build my world...

Lazy days, I'm in a hazy phase
Of watching countless ways in which my life goes crazy
Foolishness to blame
Still it pains me all the same, yea

Empty faces with empty gazes
In a race of change I'm losing faith in my pace
Trying to keep my feet before I fall

I'm on this endless road with nothing to see
(Nothing to see)
Constantly searching for the love I need to

Build my world around, around
I'll be the lonely one until I find the one
The one I build my world around, around
So bring the arms of love until I find the one
The one I build my world

A cornerstone of honesty
(All around)
A foundation of gravity and freedom
(All around)
A clear and concrete understanding
(All around)
A love that's best kept safe and sound

It's amazing how we fear we may be
It's from ourselves we so often run
Abandon fear and consequence of heartbreak
Expose the truth and give yourself to love

We've all been set up to be disappointed
We have to crawl before we learn to fly
It's a blur that moves right into focus
Removes the doubt, aligns your heart and mine

Build my world around, around
(It's amazing, ah yea)
I'll be the lonely one until I find the one
The one I build my world around, around
(Around, around, yea)
So bring the arms of love until I find the one
The one I build my world around, around
(Around, yea, oooh...)
I'll be the lonely one until I find the one
The one I build my world around
(Just say it, just say it, just say it, just say it, yea-yea, oh baby)
So bring the arms of love until I find the one
The one I build my world...

i just heard this song on the radio last nite...i like it but it's slightly depressing no?